"Teacher
Liv, it's raining outside." I just stared at him with a grin as water
filled my eyes. This child had been teased by students, mocked for how he
didn't know English, and he never spoke to me, until now and what he said
touched my heart so much. Here is the story of my student that encouraged me
with these simple words.
We had been teaching for three weeks straight and it seemed like every week the
students were more and more challenging. I felt like everything I taught
would go in one ear and out the other. Enough said, I was at the
bottom and felt very dry from teaching.
So then the questions came to my head
and out of my mouth were the words, "I came to Taiwan because you called
me here, God. Do I even have a purpose in Taiwan? The students don't understand
anything I say, so why am I even here? My teaching is pointless."
I went on with the week teaching and nothing seemed to change. I had one
student in my class that was always being teased and he never spoke to me.
Whenever I tried to talk to him, he always ran away from me. He would say hi but
that was it. Still, he was pretty adorable!
So Tuesday came where I teach a class on weather and in that lesson, I teach the students about the seasons and what
happens in those seasons. So for spring the sentence pattern is "It is
raining!" Most of the time, the students will remember a little something
from the lesson, but this week they seemed to forget everything. The lesson
ended and I was having those questions popping to my head again.
As I was
wiping down the chalkboard and feeling so frustrated with myself, I heard this small, soft
voice behind me. I turned around and no one was there. So I kept on cleaning, and I heard it again. I turned around to see this little boy
standing there with his big black eyes staring at me. It was the one student
in my class that didn't know any English and was teased a lot. My heart melted
as I asked him what he said and out of his mouth came "It is
raining outside." I had just gotten done teaching these students that
sentence pattern. Joy filled my heart. As heard him speak, I glanced outside and saw it was really raining!
Those words he said may not have been much English but it was enough to
realize that he understood what I was teaching. So many times I have these
expectations of how teaching should be - where all your students remember what
you teach, so then when that doesn't happen it's like right away my thoughts are
"It's pointless!"
Needless to say, God opened my eyes to show me
that, I may not see the purpose of my teaching right away but there is a need
and always a purpose to wherever God calls you. Sometimes, actually a lot of
times, things in life don't go the way that we've planned them or they aren't as
we expected them to be, but God always has a purpose!
I came to Taiwan with the
mindset that Taiwan needed me, but little did I know that I needed Taiwan so
much. God has taken a dry seed and planted it into my heart for Taiwan where He has
provided my students to be the water that helps me bloom where He's planted
me. Needless to say, I love my students and I am ever so grateful for them all,
for God has used them to change my heart in many ways.
Olivia
enjoys every moment in Taiwan - everything from teaching to being able to travel on
weekends. Olivia loves traveling with her co-workers and teammate. She
enjoys trying new coffee in Taiwan as along with eating not too
crazy new foods.
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